I'm finally admitting....
It is finally hitting me, head on. Our struggle with infertility is real . I didn't really want to think that it was real. It was just there. A part of our lives but not a realistic part. The whole idea that, my body just was being stubborn and it'll magically happen was where my mind was at. Now, it's just a slap in the face. I don't talk about it with my friends, because normally I'll hear "It'll happen" or "Stop stressing about it". I love my friends, and I know they mean well. At times I tell myself the same things. I've spent tons of time watching YouTube videos on other people's journey. A lot of hope is out there for us. We just need to grab it. It's difficult to imagine taking a break from starting a family. It's something that we need to do. Focus on our house, and building our marriage. . . but it's always going to be there in my mind. I want to share a prayer, that I have prayed on numerous times. If...